I realize now what my triggers are, whether they are from my past or a belief that I’ve collected on the way I can change it. I also love the idea of letting myself fail. Which is really difficult for someone like me who never likes to make mistakes.
I have to admit that I’m still finding my authentic self but without Mandy I don’t think I would be working as hard to do so. The difference is that now I’m consciously making choices in my life for me and I’ve found when I do I’m a much better person to everyone around me.